decided not to be bothered by it anymore. cared fr u but im still, ignored. sigh. shall wait for ur call/text.

yes im here to get emo agn. cui diao.
its always been said that time heals & reveals all. why isnt there any saying of time ruins all? sigh, yes, agn, i donoe if i should continue trying. i dont deny that in terms of age, she's a few digits away from mine, but i dont see it as a big problem as long as we could click and understand each other? haix, busy busy busy, thats wat the modern ppl has been using as an excuse to be in isolation, isnt it? i donoe howve u been recently? nope, not cos i didnt contact u, but now its that, im afraid to contact u...but im still texting over ocassionally hoping to hear smth. been thinking abt it and u, just gotta noe ur nt feeling well, i was alr starting my text reply but i thought its better to call u up, and so i did without thinking twice.
suddenly saw this quote in fb : if u never try, u'll never know. i dont mind e failure of trying but what if we tried and being kept in suspense, letting u to suffer in silence. hate the feeling.
i rly do nd to occupy myself more eh, sigh, hope to see u soon and hope the outing wont end as quick agn. however, i nd the truth and not ppl playing along &/ using me. just so many things in my mind fr e past 3 weeks. as of now, 011511 is still smth to be reminded of. txs
guess outsiders who may chanced upon this blog here may think that the author is a female. lol. but im not.

not sure if im being used again. hope not. haix, busyness just drifts ppl apart, or wait, shud i say it still have to narrow down to the effort made? cos i wont forget u no matter how busy i am. sigh. hope u aint ignoring me and hope to see u soon agn.

donoe why ppl have mobile phone when they cant be contacted nor wanting to reply others.. sian.. i think its just an excuse when ppl say they're sooooo busy that they didnt see their phone watsoever, i mean, ur bound to see ur phone at any moment in time. i'd rather prefer a straight no rather tahn making me wait. so frustrating.

urgh..exams soon, and these kinda feelings always fall during exams period. how great is that.
11, 18, 20, 23 before i can take a few days rest. jiayou, hope to score a decent result this sem =/

sry guys, i rly donoe wat got into me at that point in time. hope my recording doesnt sound fake tho.

is it rly getting into me? gosh. rly nd a drink or smth.
but out of the blues, there was a surprise which, agn, i was afraid to think much into it.
and yup, smiled thru dinner.

im just softhearted against u i guess...
i noe i may be thinking too much, but txs :)

sigh, am i rly fated to only 'being used' by others? sigh. and am i only worth 2 weeks?! sigh.

2000 - 2009 txs fr e time & experience that 9 of u have give me. anyways, all're past, and fr now, not talking abt work, think ur e 2nd person who constantly make me smile. but, agn, only 2 weeks?! mannn...
shall occupy me with lotsa things & let time heal it. agn.

was blog hopping and the urge to quickly graduate and join either the media/events/crew line got stronger in me...gosh..

sigh...text/call, call/text...i used to be a text fanatic until 2 weeks ago when i started chatting on e phone for almost abt 14 conssecutive days. im hooked onto it. but oh well. agn, i shant think so much into things and, who noes, its my wishful thinking agn...
memories are always the happy things left

not knowing wat the outcome was, i still did smth silly, as usual.
exploring the area, i realised that singapore is rly small..lol..walk one round here n there and ur at another place! lol.