had an interesting proper shoot over at my studio...urgh, made me have the urge to get a grey/black backdrop. anyone wana sponsor? photos will be up at fb and multiply when its done! ;)

had a brief lunch with the model at taka. taka's food court at b1 has rly undergone a major facelift mannn, how i wish i had taken photos of its before & after look. sigh. anw, the portion of it where there's lots of stalls have been modernised. and even the western stalls further in has changed! i thought of gg in to have e spagethi but we gotta settle for fish fillet & prok ribs instead cos we'v alr put our stuffs down. well, at least i learnt how to eat the pork ribs..lol! wanted to have the grilled prok chop but its sold out fr e day, and thats only lunch hour!
she can be one of the few ppl that i rly call model here in singapore, only ~1.5 yrs into this line, her poses are nt bad i shud say. haha she must be wondeirng why this photog so quiet, well thats me la, i'd always prefer to have a high context r/s. 1st mtg im always rather forreign and all, i'd just let u have ur own style of poses, and if we have, by chance, further shoots, then i'll guide her along..lol! i donoe, the weird personality of mine is just in me.

editted the SU Investiture photos. wished i cud be a part of them, rly like the way they're able to bond and the bond continues. photos up on fb soon. agn, i've forgotten on how to upoad photos that are to be saved into Wall Photos album in fb. grr.

have just created an acct at formspring.me, an interesting site i think. just for fun.

hmm wat shud i do next, art (pragmatic ana), flip notes and eedit this morn photos!

i rly miss the life i had after my attachment; the life at Avenue8, or rather working as photog. sigh, events, weddings, socializing, etc.
im so praying hard that i can get my pr by the time i graduate, so i can escape the troubles of finding jobs and all.

20102010

when else will this day appear. haha not in my lifetime i guess.

on this special day, i spent it
1. having brunch over at esplanade's Kopitiam. their kaya toast was good but yuanyang wasnt tasty.
2. trying to flip my notes at esplanade lib till evening. well, not so bad. i hope e outcome is satisfying too, next week.lol.
3. browsed a magazine and put thoughts into wat i rly want in life, engineering / arts. browsed thru Wine & Dine, i rly think im e type who will tend to enjoy at times. well, thats if i have extra cash on hand.lol
4. went to eat popeye. first time eating it. not bad, awesome shrimps they have. but srsly, rather ex for that small portion =p
5. walked ard Cathay & PS.
6. drank Eskimo bubble tea. awesome milk tea & mini pearlll
7. thought some stuffs while chatting/catching up with a friend at SMU. oh talkin abt SMU, her culutre is rly diff from the other unis in sg i feel. shall try to find some areas there that has more aircon, and that may be my new hideout.
8. realising that Cheers sell things at a cheaper price than 7-11, i thought i cud find a Cheers at cine but i cudnt. so went to 7-11 in e end. =/

yup, and here now i am. treasure the last 15mins ppl! =)

-food fr thought-
another quote my fren gave to me recently,
*真正是连要经过三个阶段；
第一，丧尽自尊，痛不欲生，听到他的名字都会跳起来
第二，故作忘却状，避而不提伤心事，但内心隐隐作痛
第三，它的明智与路人一样，不过是个名字罢了，一点特别意义都已没了*

how true is that eh. go fig :)

bed

i freaking seriously hate my bed. urgh. shud i give up/continue/stay afloat.

lost the happy me that i thought i'e found, again.

expresive-less airport

i used to be expresive-less, but have changed since, but recenlty i feel that well, its not a bad idea either to be expressive-less at time? shrugs. shit, i just hate this kinda feelings.
im hating the times whr i had to clear my sleeping debt -.- lol

studying at airport ytd was awesome. e feel of being able to give ppl even e slightest happiness makes me smile. its been a long time since i sincerely bought smth fr others, the feeling was as good or even better i shud say. the process, the thoughts, the smiles, etc.
2wks, emptiness overwhelmed.

haha nope, studies isnt everything to me.

mann, i miss weddings. cant believe i just rejected a shoot offer fr this sat! omg! haix..i'd prefer to just go out thru e nite or smth i guess, for this week :)

and i rly hope that i can get a short getaway this coming sem hols or smth =/ wud be happy even if its just a trip down to genting.

here's a site my friend copied fr me via fb. decided to make my fb of such "nonsense", so i copied it here. just so as to remind myself whenever i have silly/wishful thought.
http://lifestyle.xin.msn.com/en/sex-relationships/article.aspx?cp-documentid=4371056

"your not even close to boring can(:" i wonder if it still stands. well maybe not? shrugs. its been a while after all.

im not sure if i always appear at the Right time. i used to think that i know how they feel all e while, but guess they have parted since.

back in e dilemma =/

"If there were many starfish stranded on the beach, would u bother throwing them back into the water since u know u can’t save all of them? Well, at least you know, each starfish u threw back into the water, ur making a difference.

Be it a genuine smile, or be it a day or few days of mine, if i can make a difference, for that moment, to ur day, loved one, thats good enough.

We often hear that one person cannot change the world. Yes, u can’t change the world. But u know what u want and can do. "

Hope i can make some change in u with my smiles & truths.

tgif bloody mary

bloody mary was rly bloody. yuckily spicy.lol. recently liking long island..hahaha..
think for most whr alcohol makes them fall aslp, it tends to keep me awake. hmm so i must drink a glass whenever i feel like staying thru the nite? lol! its just kinda great to be open about things sometimes.

recess week next week! yay! at last, i can spend the whole day mugging & make appts at nite, i hope? no, i must!
FYP is on my priority list; Radio projectx2 & essay assignment along the way; WebDesign(Dreamweaver/Flash/3pg Essay) Art (Pragmatic Analysis/Torchlight via Alias3d); CommPrin(Quiz); Multi(Quiz); OB(Presentation). WAW mann! srsly.

brblie

i'm still far to influencing ppl i guess

感动

要感动到别人，你首先要感动到自己。
tnt's an emotional nite after watching ep10 of 全曲星2 at scv. tdy's theme was to sing songs to express gratitude to ur loved ones or to those who've helped u in a way or another.

coming to think of it, tho u guys have been strict over the years, i've not really said a word of a sincere 谢谢 & 对不起 to u guys. i'd like to use this chance to express my sincere thanks fr being there.

changeD have i

ppl changed. but, changeD have i?

hrm/investiture

ytd presentation was interesting. it felt more like a business sch module than an engine mod.. with all the verbal shootings gg ard the class, etc..Dennis, who seem to be kinda fierce in lecture and we'r all kinda moody when we got him as our tutor, seems fine during tutor, well, at least i kinda like this kinda lessons i think. some things to make u think abt life. be it in the wokring organisations that u'll be joining or be it in life. i kinda agree to most of the things he said, i shud say.

award ceremony ytd was awesome too. tho i oni gotten a silver, not gold, i think i learned alot thru the past yr. many ppl out there guided me and showed the way. and caught up with one of the fellow GLs ytd during the buffet dinner, and he asked me one thing, smth like so how u think abt uoc? and i answered him, i wudnt be who i am now w/o uoc. hahaha sounds exeggerating eh.. but yea, w/o it, i dont think i wud be exposed to so many things, people, friendship, and the many things i learnt. wudnt have e chance to be a GL if i were not in it. even the post of Chair wud never cross my mind.
txs fr e ppl who nominated me ytd. and the awesome feel u guys gave me while i was walking down the stairs, the awesome teams we made thru the past yrs.

lng day tmr =/ owing to my beloved committee, i was nominated the Silver award thingie, not sure how its gonna be like...looking forward to tmr, tho i'll have to also help to take photos of the event..haha..but its alright la..

just as i was preparing wat to bring tmr and stuffs, i suddenly realised smth and i Have to ask my sis when she comes back here cos she's the one who reorganized my study table while i was away in sch few months back! urgh!!

*in search fr a gift i rcved last yr*

sometimes i wonder if i'm getting boring as days past.. i donoe.. just seems like my chats with friends are so norm that it my nt leave any impression on them? urgh, or maybe bcos i've only been hanging out with "engineers"? *shrugs

eyes have been dry these few days as i've been trying to stay awake at nite..urgh! got like so many things to do but none properly done yet...sian. i'll rush em all in few days to come! ;)

had a great nite having a new taste of seafood tnt.
omy, i just randomly went to try to search fr my name online and this blog site came out in the first 2 pages of the search...any ways to hide it? hahhaah

classmates recently said that my expiry periods gettin lesser and lesser...nah nt rly recenlty but fr the past months..isit true or am i just weak?
3mths, 3weeks, 1week, on & off , 4days?

anw, its nice catching up with u guys at tgif and u the following day.
i'm so becoming myself in frnt of u. things have slowly become a norm.i don wish to lose u agn. but...
i've no idea. lets just leave it fate.

im rly tired abt these. When i thought everything was going on well, things always cropped up.
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twitter, fb, blog, msn...4 means fr me to rant all my stupidity.

Shall update and post abt my life frequently here agn in case some souls out there r still interested in my whrabouts and how im doing

*walkin down e alleys of late feb till ~ may?*

yup, decided to change my blogskin back to the normal ones since im incompetent in trasnferring the templates into a nicer template. the previous skin of mine somehow got hacked like eons ago & im so lazy to change it. sry guys, yea, no more cbox here in this template, the noob me donoe how to transfer the codes over here. lol