my house phone rang...
i picked it up thinking that my mum couldnt hear it or that she was busy upstairs...

"Hello...." no one answered...i paused and "Harlo..." again...noises are chit chats are what i heard but not any replies to my greetings...

To my disbelief...i hear familiar cries......
i have no idea wat may have caused the cries...
Pressure? Stress? Disorder? Influence? are some of the things i could think of...

but Again, i could not do anything to salvage it...

One hr later, they replied that they have had their lunch...
and Again, i am the only one who roughly knows what happened and i have to keep it to myself...
the feeling is utterly horrible....