expresive-less airport

i used to be expresive-less, but have changed since, but recenlty i feel that well, its not a bad idea either to be expressive-less at time? shrugs. shit, i just hate this kinda feelings.
im hating the times whr i had to clear my sleeping debt -.- lol

studying at airport ytd was awesome. e feel of being able to give ppl even e slightest happiness makes me smile. its been a long time since i sincerely bought smth fr others, the feeling was as good or even better i shud say. the process, the thoughts, the smiles, etc.
2wks, emptiness overwhelmed.