haiz..exams over last week and most prob getting the results next thurs...am so nervous and scared of it..i rly hope i wont drop much in my cgpa..i hope to go into ntu...god knows if i gonna stay in engineering fieldor jump to photography line though, but no matter what, i still hope i can go to ntu for furter studies...Poly cert is almost equivalent to Jc's - worthless...was jz wonding~ we work so hard, pay so much money just to get those few papers for our lifetime..however, the pay we are getting can never outcast the ones we have forked out..haiz...and the cycle just goes again..

been busy these few days though its holidays for me now =( cos its moving house period for me..haiz..i hate moving house..for some personal reeasons la..and i got no one to confide in..haiz..went to Istana Woodneuk few days ago though, took some photos there..was a really nice deserted 'palace' there..trying to find "models" to shoot this hols, managed to find a few but some are either attached or i am rejected...haiz..am i such a failure..oh well..i donoe...

am tired thinkin about all these similar stuff everyday..no one is able to englighten me as yet..sigh~..no one to confide in, seeing only the tough life almost everyday, trying my best to console others, being cheerful in front of others, etc....are these wat life is?!?! *bleah~

people always see me as a loner out of my photography life, and i said that am used to it...but am i really used to it ?!?!~